Day 357

Clouds and Mountains

INTERMISSION
Song by Sleeping at Last.

I'm so tired but i can't sleep.

My mind is full but i can't speak. 

Among the dust of the hard-to-reach, I'm stuck 

Right here, somewhere between side a and side b. 

I could call it compromise

Or just an intermission. 

Some kind of consolation prize 

for the race i never finished. 

I want to turn these tired gears.

I want to feel the follow-through, 

Some kind of equilibrium… 

Something to set my watch to. 

I'm here, somewhere between

Victory and a white flag. 

Caught in this purgatory dream, I’m stuck.

But I want to set the record straight,

I want to retrace my every step. 

If I could just rewind all the tapes 

Then maybe I'd find my loose thread. 

Call it a compromise

Or just an intermission. 

Some kind of consolation prize, 

So close, but never finished. 

I want to turn these tired gears.

I want to feel the follow-through, 

Some kind of equilibrium… 

Something to set my watch to.

Day 353

Map of Somewhere-eles

The minutes and seconds,

  Pass.

Each moment glinting of good and broken glass.

For my heart cries its tears in real time,
Tracing a map of somewhere-eles I haven't been.
Showing the way back home,


Could you actually see the pain,
Wrought by illogical desires....
Oh, the sadness, only shows, that joy is possible.
This emptiness echos of being filled.


That when I have accomplished my dreams,
I am only left with a longing, an echo.
Spun with ,of all things, my bad days glued together with my good ones.
Good, working in ways higher and better,
Redeems the bad, and the enemy becomes an unwilling channel of grace.


Oh, how can I tell of my revelation,
For only the Greatest could became the lowest,
To preserve His justice and yet, to have mercy on
Me, a rebel, who choose to desire something else than,
The Most Valuable.
Ascend and behold Him!
Be satisfied in Him, oh my soul.
Lift your eyes to see your Desire,
And live.

Ok see you!:D esire Him!